2 hrs day..

Todae went to school only for 2 hrs of tut.. then i have to come back home.. waste of time? maybe.. haha..
Ever felt happy becos someone was.. Yup, i felt tt todae..
Great job to all the people who finished their marketing journal this week.. Kudos to u people=)

当着不认识，不说话。。

Star Activity..

Star Activity refers to random cutting of the DNA by restriction enzymes..

Which can be used to explain my post these few days..
Random posting of thoughts by Brian-ase enzymes..

3 days have past.. 32 more days to go..

All the posts are not referring to a person.. its juz my random thoughts.. becos i have no place to express them except here..

i hope i did not carry forward the wrong idea.. if i do, sorry..

Sunday..

Sunday.. as always a lazy day for most ppl..
Woke up at 11am and feeling fresh=)

My tagboard was fixed.. Not a accomplishment i would say.. Time better spent on studying.. haha..

Watch Rise of Nations(大国崛起）at 12 noon.. Todae episode was abt Russia..
As i was watching the show, thoughts began invading my mind..

Russia in the 17th century was a closed country.. when the rest of the world were progressing, they are oblivious to what was going on outside.. They have their own set of values to uphold, that they are superior..

However, their ruler Tsar Peter I knew that fact and he himself took on a commoner identity, went overseas to other European countries to learn their traits and he took home all that he had learnt.. But when his people knew abt his action, they were outraged.. becos he betrayed their "values"..

In the end because of this, Russia was able to progress to become a supernation..
Irony that these lessons can be applied to us too..

Some people juz closed themself up.. not revealing their feelings or thoughts.. always uphold their own set of values..

"its ok to open up once in a while"

Like wat Tsar Peter I demonstrated.. Learning is the process to become a better person..

Juz so u think that:" oh i can nv do the same to people, what they had done for mi" isnt it the same as "i do not wish to learn".. closing urself up?

People know that.. people have to learn from that.. Doing/knowing something u normally wouldnt is called learning..

Do not ask what u cant do for people.. But rather what u can learn to do from the people, things u normally wouldnt do..

I guess there are alot of things i have to learn in order to be a better person=)

Time for a change..

Time for a change..

I know people will like it=)

For some reason, i cant put up my tagboard.. always got error.. someone pls help..

Blue: a colour that gives a soothing feeling, a feeling of calmness..

How i wish i was there.. all the happy times..

Turnout!!!

There was no activation todae.. so i was glad that i need not go to that place..
But maybe tmr.. i wouldnt know..

Juz woke up from a nap.. at 430pm..

Lost..

I dunno wat to do next.. i dunno wat to expect.. i dunno how to think straight..

Maybe wat i did was wrong.. i wouldnt know..
Maybe this will distant everything.. i wouldnt know..
Maybe this will be disadvantageous to mi.. i wouldnt know..

Routine gone.. Presence felt.. so near yet so far..
34 more days to go..

"There is always a time for everything"
"Miss-ing" in action

Back to study!! Everyone Jiayou!!

Communications..

Choices have been made.. Decisions have been carried out..
Is it the right one? Only the person will know..

1 last morning..
1 final action..

Not the end.. but rather a beginning..

不是放弃。。 是个考验。。
守得云开见月明。。

Always trusted my feelings.. always true to my feelings..

No influence.. No distraction..
Appreciated the way things ended.. closure of a chapter..

COMMUNICATIONS.. Thats the level.. Now its been reached.. will it go further?

35 more days to end of NOV.. 35 more days of looking forward too.. 35 more days of endurance.. 35 more days of adaptation..

Any last words?

Thoughts?!

Monday started with an expectation..

Tueday ended with dissatisfaction..

Wednesday started with a notion, in the middle with an action, and ends with a caption..
"In life, we have choices, we can choose to be happy or be weighted down by problems and feel depressed." a quote by someone

Everytime this quote came to my mind, i m always ready to choose the happy path.. the person relli taught mi something here.. thx.. but then again..CHOICES are wat makes life all the more complicated..

u can choose to say wat u relli feel, or u can choose to hide it.. be it to prevent hurting someone, or to make the person feel happy..

Ultimately, life is wat u choose it to be, its ur choice.. although ppl ard u influences ur choices..

M i too naive? that i m too nice to everyone i know.. that i thought everyone will reciprocate wat i have shown/given to them..

Is it true that is u give something, u expect the someone to reciprocate.. no matter the magnitude?

Newton 3rd law? For every action, there is an opposite and equal reaction.. It is always true?

More importantly.. i have made a choice.. and Thursday night shall end with a question..

Have u made the right choice?

Study/slack/sleep

Notice how these 3 words are similar? All 5 letters, starts with S..
But they have totally different meanings.. And these 3 words are major part of our lives..
Study needs company..
Slack needs company..
Sleep.. erm.. no need company..
No time to study,to prepare..
I m so scared..

关心，陪，哄，笑

Random-ness..

"Things that were hard to bear are sweet to remember"
"Simplicity is the essence of happiness"
"Life gives us brief moments with another..but sometimes in those brief moment, we get memories that last a life time.."

What has been said and done, what has been felt and thought about
Some things are more than words can describe
Cherish not only 1 thing, but everything

15/10/1985

Got to go sch early todae for a lab preparation.. in the end it ended early at 930..
Then i recieve a msg.. asking where m i.. Can A lo.. Okie u wait, i come find u..
Then i recieve 2 donuts from weiling.. cheese and strawberry.. specially brought in the morning from pasir ris..OMG! i m so touched la.. THX WEILING!!
After my lesson, 6 of my freshies suprised mi with a celebration in the resource room.. haha.. thx for asking mi to lick the strawberry cream wor.. haha.. THX weiling,fongee,corrina,karen,esther and michelle.. haha.. and to the ppl that wrote the cards..
Thx for the pics and the report..no words can describe my feelings that day..

Impending Storm alert..

Yr 2.. wat a hectic yr man.. total war count Assignments:6 Test:4
Within a short period of 2 mths.. OMG! wonder if 1 sem is 6 mths how will we die..lol..
Alot of people or shld i say all yr 2 are under tremendous stress.. Stress alert! Impending Storm coming..
I didnt predicted it will turn out like this.. stupid to take so many electives.. haha.. i only have myself to blame.. but nonetheless, i shall try my best.. and hope it will bring mi thr..*pray*
A picture that i took.. for all the "stressed" people out there.. hope this will be the scene u see when everything is over=)

Irritated..

Haiz.. spent the whole day trying to figure out something tt i hate.. y do i have to do that..
Juz feeling irritated that i m doing so..
Can someone "up there" juz cut mi some slack??? i m not asking much.. really!
With tmr looming.. i juz feel like staying awake to see if the time would stop still, so that i can enjoy the moment..
If i can juz hope for 1 more thing.. pls dun let mi fall into this endless pit anymore.. i juz wan to wake up and face the reality..

Saturday..

Wat a week..
I dunno y.. but my mood has been very bad.. juz cant pinpoint the reasons y..
Too much work? Too much expectations? Trying to do too much? I will nv know..
Thur was Ministerial Forum'07 with MM lee.. i have to agree he is old.. but he still have a quick mind.. quote of the day: " wat is it that we do to curb ur creativity?" a counter statement to a qn asked abt arts at the end
Fri was worst.. got back my intro for my research paper and i got a pathetic C.. Relli dun deserve that kind of grades for the hard work i put in to to do the intro..

Thx for trying to cheer mi up..
Thx for making the effort to talk to mi..
Its been relli nice to be like before..
For now its work b4 everything else.. Jiayou ba!